I'm a crappy Mom and I'm not proud of it :( .
Taking care of a sick son, handling a soon to be terrifying three daughter, being at home 24-7, doing all the housework, minimum adult interaction and being cooped-up at home have taken a toll on me.
I'm depressed, tired, cranky, moody, angry, irritable, short-fused and bitter all rolled into one.
Forgive me, my children. It's not entirely you. Mommy just needs to vent out, let it off my chest and sulk in a corner for a while. Let's hope this momzilla mode will go off soon.
11 comments:
kak, u're not terriblelah. in fact u're one great mom! bukan senang nak jadi sahm tau. i ni kadang2 kena cuti untuk jaga budak sehari dua pon boleh bikin stress level naik. apa lagi u. so it's ok akak. :)
lepas ni pi spa manja2kan diri tu... hehehe
thanks for the encouraging words :) . really appreciate it.
ye lah... lepas ni nak pi buat facial spa kat clarins la. bagi hilang stress sket.
Clarins spa is GOOD!!!
no doubt about it! :) now to find the time which is forever eluding me *sighhhh*
hello, i'm a fellow sahm too. we're comrades!
hie dikwirina!
thank you for reading and taking the time to comment :) . yes, we sahms should definitely stick together :):)
K.Noresh, I salute u lah and all SAHMs. I pun selalu je changed to a momzilla and I REALLY REALLY wish I had not. Menyesal sangat everytime after that. But sometimes we had to lah kan. Cheer up! U are one of my idol in parenting ok.
thanks syareena :)
yes, sometimes i wish i could take it all back tapi dah terbuat, tak boleh nak tarik balik. pastu nyesal tak sudah.
please, i belum sampai tahap boleh jadi idol lagi. in fact, i'm less than perfect. but thanks anyway, you made my day hehehhe...
Noresh,
I took 3 days off 2 weeks ago because I fired my old maid. It was a 3 days of non-stop house chores and I was dead tired and cranky to my kids and husband. There's no way I can be a full time SAHM. The office is like a resting place for me. So I really2 respect all the SAHM, including u.The spa is a good place to de-stress.
zai, thanks :) that means a lot to me and all other SAHMs.
dah dapat maid baru ke belum?
dah ..on the 3rd day..temporary maid..on trial dulu..if ok, kitaorg ambil permanent. I can't function normally without a reliable maid :)
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